Damn im reflecting on my last post right now.
I can say that tonight im kind of reflecting on what happend at the end of tonight. To make along story short, my sexuality was questioned in a way that was very demeaning. Now, I can say that I am compleatly comfortable in saying that I am a 100% straight, sex hungry man, but something about the way it went down really hit a nerve. Ya know, the kind that makes you want to knock someones face off. I don't think it was the fact that I was accused of being homo, it was more the way the guy was trying to demean me, for no reason at all, other than I outweighted him in every aspect of life.
To start off, tonight I kind of got off the normal grid and hung out with a group of hopeless guys. Ya know the type of guys who are insecure and frustrated. Thats fine with me, I have no prob doing something different from time to time. Then after the fact all the shit listed above happend. Damn ive never wanted to rip someones face off like that in a long time.
I think the way I handeled it was 50/50. The first 50 is that I constraied myself and didnt punch the douch in the face. The other 50 is that I didnt just walk away. I really should have just walked away never talked to the loser again, but for some crazy reason i perpetuated it. And its really bugging me now. I had the guy pegged as a dbag from the get go and thats how he ended up in the end: a DuschBAG. Should have left it at that. THE END
