I did it, finally, i graduated. Now its off to explore the wide wild world.
In other news: I got pretty much plastered every night this weekend (thurs. fri. sat.).
Thursday night I was dancing like an idiot and ended up making out with one of my friends ex's. Actually I don't know if it can even be considered one of his ex's but whatever. Im thinking a few people saw us or something, but i did end up mentioning something about the incident to my friend Brett. Well, bless his little heart Brett cannot keep his mouth shut. Told another one of my idiot friends who has a REALLY big mouth. Anyways, after about 10 hours of this happening everyone is fired up and bothered about what happened. It was a genuine political debate.
Ill tell you what, some of my friends here in Lincoln need to grow up. I guess that idea kinda ties right in with graduating. Come on, were not in highschool anymore. This weekend I felt like i was listening to a bunch of 9th grade girls fight about someone holding hands with their crush at the movies. I made a conscious effort to completely ignore everything that was going on within this "controversy". Seriously, I made out with a girl. I do it with a different girl like, every weekend. To me, it's absolutely not a big deal. I really have nothing more to say about it.
Other than that I met a cool girl on friday night from Georgia, back to visit friends and family for the xmas break. We were really into each other on friday night but my sixth sense told me nothing to crazy was going to happen that night. The night ended with me telling her i had to get up early the next morning (which i did) and me grabbing her phone number. She text me later that night and the next day telling me how much fun she had. I think ill see if she wants to go out this week, could be fun.
Other than that im looking forward to new years in omaha. I think were getting a limo to take us bar/club hopping all night. Im sure it will be an absolute meat wagon.
Monday, December 17, 2007
Its not the home stretch, its the last two feet.
In about 20 min. im going to take the first of my last two finals, ever.
Thus far I have been through 4 1/2 years of college, not to mention the 7 or so years ive spent in school before college. I don't know why but I am so sick of being in school now it is like pulling teeth for me to get through my last few finals.
I need to start getting my post-grad move figured out. Im really stressing and need to just get through graduation before I should really start thinking about it.
More non-boring stuff later (hopefully).
Thus far I have been through 4 1/2 years of college, not to mention the 7 or so years ive spent in school before college. I don't know why but I am so sick of being in school now it is like pulling teeth for me to get through my last few finals.
I need to start getting my post-grad move figured out. Im really stressing and need to just get through graduation before I should really start thinking about it.
More non-boring stuff later (hopefully).
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
And, there off!
Last weekend in Minneapolis was an absolute shit-show. The drive through Iowa was terrible as the roads were covered in about a foot of snow. Come on Iowa get the snowplow thing together! I finally got into the Twin-Cities around 11pm thursday night and discovered we were not going out. Its all good, Jo had to get up early to babysit a on camera spokesperson at the Holidazzle parade or something like that. I stayed up kinda late looking for jobs online and talking to Chris, who knows pretty much everything there is to know about the area, about where to live etc.
Friday night was crazy. I was kind of in a weird mood and could totally tell I was really giving off a bad vibe, it showed. Details aside, all and all it was a fun time.
Saturday night we went out with a few girls Joey had met a week or so before. They were mostly a good time and the night was pretty uneventful until we bounced to another place to meet up with another couple girls joey was after. We ended up going back to their dump of an apartment at the end of the night and getting stuck there, going to sleep on the wood floor around 5 in the morning. Joey wasn't happy, nor was I.
Sunday we napped then I headed back to Lincoln.
It's pretty much official im moving to Minneapolis sometime in the middle of January. I don't have a job yet and graduation is a week and a half away. Im confident ill be able to find something when I get there, and am counting on joey to find us a good place to live in the meantime. Right now im trying to tie up all my loose ends before I tell Nebraska goodbye, and at the same time trying to get life back in a focused direction. Things need to be more "solid". Right now it just feels like im kind of all over the place, a loose cannon if you will.
Goals for the next month: Find a job, find a place to live, move.
Goal for the long term: Be less mean to people.
Friday night was crazy. I was kind of in a weird mood and could totally tell I was really giving off a bad vibe, it showed. Details aside, all and all it was a fun time.
Saturday night we went out with a few girls Joey had met a week or so before. They were mostly a good time and the night was pretty uneventful until we bounced to another place to meet up with another couple girls joey was after. We ended up going back to their dump of an apartment at the end of the night and getting stuck there, going to sleep on the wood floor around 5 in the morning. Joey wasn't happy, nor was I.
Sunday we napped then I headed back to Lincoln.
It's pretty much official im moving to Minneapolis sometime in the middle of January. I don't have a job yet and graduation is a week and a half away. Im confident ill be able to find something when I get there, and am counting on joey to find us a good place to live in the meantime. Right now im trying to tie up all my loose ends before I tell Nebraska goodbye, and at the same time trying to get life back in a focused direction. Things need to be more "solid". Right now it just feels like im kind of all over the place, a loose cannon if you will.
Goals for the next month: Find a job, find a place to live, move.
Goal for the long term: Be less mean to people.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Decision Time.
Im kind of in a weird place right now. I just don't know what i want to do. The decisions I make over the next few weeks (where i want to live and work etc.) are gonna have a big impact. I think it all comes down to what i really want to do. Do i play it safe, stay here find a job for awhile, or do i swing for the fence. As we speak I am scheduling another trip to Minneapolis, I need to take a chance and do what what i want to do.
My job currently, well, things have been a lot better. For whatever reason, the senior AM here has a major thorny cob stuck up her ass. I think its just because I really have never had to work directly with her before, but to make a long story short, she is a witch. She must live an absoutly shittie life because she is miserable 24/7. Normally, she is someone I would never talk to, but, because she sits almost right next to me and we have to work on this fucking stupid project together. She is just one of thoes people who think they need to assert their power, im sure because they are desperatly craving respect. Well ill tell you what, you have to earn it, and just being a 10-fold cunt isnt gonna cut it. I have been trying really hard to not let negative people like this affect me, but when you are around it everyday, it is hard to ignore. Even if I do not end up leaving Lincoln, she has single handedly pushed me away from ever working here when I graduate.
Ok, enough. Good stuff later.
My job currently, well, things have been a lot better. For whatever reason, the senior AM here has a major thorny cob stuck up her ass. I think its just because I really have never had to work directly with her before, but to make a long story short, she is a witch. She must live an absoutly shittie life because she is miserable 24/7. Normally, she is someone I would never talk to, but, because she sits almost right next to me and we have to work on this fucking stupid project together. She is just one of thoes people who think they need to assert their power, im sure because they are desperatly craving respect. Well ill tell you what, you have to earn it, and just being a 10-fold cunt isnt gonna cut it. I have been trying really hard to not let negative people like this affect me, but when you are around it everyday, it is hard to ignore. Even if I do not end up leaving Lincoln, she has single handedly pushed me away from ever working here when I graduate.
Ok, enough. Good stuff later.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
It's snowing, this seems like a good place to start.
I think im going to make this blog a little more personal, it seems like a good idea. I want to say before hand, my language at times may be filthy, and my spelling atrocious, but i don't care. Im just gonna write about my life, the things I do the stuff I like, pretty much just whatever.
To start, last weekend was out of control, my friend was back in town from Vegas and Friday night was quite the shit-show. We ended up heading to a trashier club/bar. We ran into a couple girls who were by my calculations: Freaks. They made-out with eachother, 3-way make out with me, booty shakin dancing, whispering sweet nothings into my ear. It was kinda strange, and dirty but at the same time I was just rollin with it. Twards the end of the night we lost the two. Whatever, its probably a good thing, that could have turned into another bad decision.
Saturday night we went up to Omaha to a casino and got a few rooms. We gambled and then went downtown and hit a few pubs. We ended up at the Nomad Lounge at one point which is actually a cool place. Its not your average lets-get-drunk-and-puke-on-the-floor type of place, which is pretty much all you can find in NE. A few of my friends were complaining about the drink prices and about the people and about the dress code and what not. That is one thing that i hate. When im out with people, I hate fucking whiners. If you dont like where we are or what were doing, go somewhere else, I can handle things on my own. Over the past year ive really started just doing what want, and enjoying what I do. Well anyways, I ended up hanging out with the drunkest hot girl in the place (go figure). She kinda fell into my lap (literally) but im pretty sure it was on purpose becaues she kinda made it obvious she had an alterior motive. I obliged, ran some game on her, and found out she was kinda weird, there was just somthing about her that wasnt all there. It was probably the booze talking. Eventually my friends all wanted to leave so I made out with drunk girl for a little bit and met up with them outside.
Back at the casino I got denyed entry for being to drunk or somthing, which made me really really mad. So me and another entry denyed friend went to the Horseshoe and ended up staying until 6am before coming back to the hotel, grabbing some breakfast and driving home early early sunday morning. I think thats the last time im going to gamble for awhile. By the end of the night gambling was no longer fun, i was just doing it because I was board. Im thinking thats kind of a problem. HA
Oh yeah, I'm pretty sure a move to Minneapolis could be in the works come January. Im tired of Nebraska, i need somthing new. More on that later hopefully.
To start, last weekend was out of control, my friend was back in town from Vegas and Friday night was quite the shit-show. We ended up heading to a trashier club/bar. We ran into a couple girls who were by my calculations: Freaks. They made-out with eachother, 3-way make out with me, booty shakin dancing, whispering sweet nothings into my ear. It was kinda strange, and dirty but at the same time I was just rollin with it. Twards the end of the night we lost the two. Whatever, its probably a good thing, that could have turned into another bad decision.
Saturday night we went up to Omaha to a casino and got a few rooms. We gambled and then went downtown and hit a few pubs. We ended up at the Nomad Lounge at one point which is actually a cool place. Its not your average lets-get-drunk-and-puke-on-the-floor type of place, which is pretty much all you can find in NE. A few of my friends were complaining about the drink prices and about the people and about the dress code and what not. That is one thing that i hate. When im out with people, I hate fucking whiners. If you dont like where we are or what were doing, go somewhere else, I can handle things on my own. Over the past year ive really started just doing what want, and enjoying what I do. Well anyways, I ended up hanging out with the drunkest hot girl in the place (go figure). She kinda fell into my lap (literally) but im pretty sure it was on purpose becaues she kinda made it obvious she had an alterior motive. I obliged, ran some game on her, and found out she was kinda weird, there was just somthing about her that wasnt all there. It was probably the booze talking. Eventually my friends all wanted to leave so I made out with drunk girl for a little bit and met up with them outside.
Back at the casino I got denyed entry for being to drunk or somthing, which made me really really mad. So me and another entry denyed friend went to the Horseshoe and ended up staying until 6am before coming back to the hotel, grabbing some breakfast and driving home early early sunday morning. I think thats the last time im going to gamble for awhile. By the end of the night gambling was no longer fun, i was just doing it because I was board. Im thinking thats kind of a problem. HA
Oh yeah, I'm pretty sure a move to Minneapolis could be in the works come January. Im tired of Nebraska, i need somthing new. More on that later hopefully.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
The way things are.
Wow, there are sure a lot of things goin on in my life these days. Working, schooling, searching for a job, it seems like my five day weeks end up leaving me with absoutly no time to really do what i want to do. By the time i get home in the evening im so worn out sleeping seems like the only good idea. I need to just get things back to equalibrium.
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