Im kind of in a weird place right now. I just don't know what i want to do. The decisions I make over the next few weeks (where i want to live and work etc.) are gonna have a big impact. I think it all comes down to what i really want to do. Do i play it safe, stay here find a job for awhile, or do i swing for the fence. As we speak I am scheduling another trip to Minneapolis, I need to take a chance and do what what i want to do.
My job currently, well, things have been a lot better. For whatever reason, the senior AM here has a major thorny cob stuck up her ass. I think its just because I really have never had to work directly with her before, but to make a long story short, she is a witch. She must live an absoutly shittie life because she is miserable 24/7. Normally, she is someone I would never talk to, but, because she sits almost right next to me and we have to work on this fucking stupid project together. She is just one of thoes people who think they need to assert their power, im sure because they are desperatly craving respect. Well ill tell you what, you have to earn it, and just being a 10-fold cunt isnt gonna cut it. I have been trying really hard to not let negative people like this affect me, but when you are around it everyday, it is hard to ignore. Even if I do not end up leaving Lincoln, she has single handedly pushed me away from ever working here when I graduate.
Ok, enough. Good stuff later.
