So we now need to win game shows to get friends?

I don't know why. I don't understand. I am drawn to watching at least one episode of new preppy mtv shows. Bromance is the latest. My god watching 30 seconds of this show make me cringe. Wow, and if you thought the PUA and the hills are bad, i think this ones got em beat. MTV and the like really have the formula for a reality show that will sell. Im talking specifically the "a bunch of people trying to win a relationship" shows. As far as I can remember, none of these won relationships have ever panned out in real life. Interesting isn't it. But for some reason I get drawn to this crap like a fly to a pile of poo. Right now im watching these guys try to pick up girls on the street to get them to go to some ultra rad party in Hollywood or something. I don't know exactly how much of these scenes are cut down but pretty much everything I see tells me that these guys have no idea what there doing. For example: One guy who actually gets a number ends up saying "She didn't seem very excited to go to the party." Well let me deconstruct what I saw from the short clip. He was super low energy, almost monotone. He portrayed someone who was needy and not confident. UMMMM no wonder she didn't seem excited about going to your party. If you don't seem excited about the shit your selling, how do you expect her to show enthusiasm over something she has very little information on? And wow, she actually showed up. I guess this proves there's not a lot of reality in these reality tv shows.

Ant Invasion

Somewhere in my apartment there is a colony of tiny little ants. I know this because if anything edible is left out for more than 3-4 hours (usually in some form of drunken state) it is swarmed by these little ants. I first noticed this when I left the garbage out one night planning on taking it out the next morning. I woke up to find a little ant highway leading all the way across the room to the garbage. Another little pest I have run across in my apartment is the house centipede. I hate these fuckin things. Theres nothing like clicking on the bathroom light to see a little creeper scurry across the floor. However, after researching these little bastards I realized that my ant problem may be due in part to my "Raid-Crusade" vs. the house centipedes. House centipedes eat pretty much all household pest from roaches to any other insect that may find my crib cozy. Ahh such is life. In the meanwhile, my battle with the ants will continue. (dont get me wrong, my place is not like overrun with critters I just happen to run into em' from time to time.)

Anways, as you can see from the last few posts, ive been kinda in the dumps lately. Im now wanting to rework my game. Im again going back to the basics. I think with all my success I abandon most things I learned expecting great things to happen to me. I have not been controlling my destiny. Im bringin the rockstar back!

Stag

ive become stagnant stale. I dont like the feeling. I need the spark, the fire back. I dont know what it is, the cold or what. I think I need to lose the fear. BRING IT!

Been a little down.

I don't know if its just the changing weather or what, but lately ive been a little reclusive. I think my body has been somewhat preparing for hibernation. I've just been tired all the time, wanting to sleep whenever im home. Consequently sleep and being tired have trumped going out on quite a few occasions over the past few weeks. Ive just felt a little lost and unmotivated. Ive still been getting laid by the regulars. But that fire and excitement to go out and meet new people and in general have fun has kind of left me.

Ugh, well enough of that. Im finally feeling that spark come back. Maby i just needed to give my mind a little break. Hopefully ill have something prosperious to post over the next weekend.

Things that get me off.

Being the first one on the mountain on a fresh powder day
Epic nights out with my homies
Traveling
Spontaneous road trips
Music that makes my spine tingle
Unsweetened iced tea with fresh lemon
Chipolte chicken burritos
Morning binge drinking followed by an afternoon nap (not often of course) :)
Nebraska Football nolstalga
Discovering why people are the way they are
Late night alone time
Discovering something new
Getting the girl
Playing the guitar
Being around cool peeps

to be continued. . .