Holy shit my last post was kinda crazy!
Im really glad I don't feel like that anymore. So much has happend since my last post on this thing. I really don't know why I haven't posted on this thing in so long. So I guess we'll just run through a readers digest style update: I moved downtown to a place with joe. Ive had new women in my life. I've drank partied and been marry almost all summer long. I finally got promoted at work. Its now the end of july and the last time I posted was spring! I guess there's just too much to tell.
I think i'm still learning a lot about myself lately. I've gotten simi serious with a girl only to later discover i've in a way reverted back to doing the things that were loosing me girls so many years ago. I became needy and soft. I feel like I lost focus on the self work i've done to get me to where I am now with women in my life. I've gotten laid more in the last year then any other year in my life. I mean way more.
I for sure need to refocus and recalibrate myself again. I can't let things spiral out of control anymore! I need to stand up for myself again and be bold, be confident in myself and everything I do. Most importantly, I need to stop careing about what everyone thinks of me. I need to stop being afraid of loosing what I have because ultimatly that outlook is what is going to cause me to fail.
Be a man. Do your thing and live your life!
