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So here I am. Sitting in chipolte on my iPhone and I decided it was a good time to write something, er whatever.

Last night I went out with a girl who I used to really like but over the past few weeks kind of determined it was over. Suprisingly, things seemed great! Like I said in my previous blog, I had kind o turned needy. By the time I Hun out with her last night however, I was totally resigned to the idea that our relationship as I had known it was over. I didn't give a shit anymore... Almost like I had moved on. Hat attitude made me feel so much better when I was around her. And of course the needeyness was gone. We had fun and she was diggin me once again. I can say now that not giving a shit about the outcome is going to help me tremondously in my dating life.

I am again a man!

Ps I've gotten laid more in the past 3 months than ever before. What the heck am I worried about ne ways?

I feel. . . Undocumented :)

Holy shit my last post was kinda crazy!

Im really glad I don't feel like that anymore. So much has happend since my last post on this thing. I really don't know why I haven't posted on this thing in so long. So I guess we'll just run through a readers digest style update: I moved downtown to a place with joe. Ive had new women in my life. I've drank partied and been marry almost all summer long. I finally got promoted at work. Its now the end of july and the last time I posted was spring! I guess there's just too much to tell.

I think i'm still learning a lot about myself lately. I've gotten simi serious with a girl only to later discover i've in a way reverted back to doing the things that were loosing me girls so many years ago. I became needy and soft. I feel like I lost focus on the self work i've done to get me to where I am now with women in my life. I've gotten laid more in the last year then any other year in my life. I mean way more.

I for sure need to refocus and recalibrate myself again. I can't let things spiral out of control anymore! I need to stand up for myself again and be bold, be confident in myself and everything I do. Most importantly, I need to stop careing about what everyone thinks of me. I need to stop being afraid of loosing what I have because ultimatly that outlook is what is going to cause me to fail.

Be a man. Do your thing and live your life!