Random January Weekend.

I had a pretty durn good weekend. Thursday I went out with a few friends and had a good talk about work and what not, nothing too out of the ordinary. But good non the less. Friday night me some of the guys decided to go to a casino, which was fun, but after we discovered that it was a dry casino, it became 50% less fun. I didn't think such a thing existed. Drinking and gambling go together better than anything else I can think of. I randomly ran into a girl I know at the casino. I think its a testimate to how far ive come in the last year or so. I run into random people all over the place. I feel like people are drawn to be around me for maybe the first time in my life.

I've been talking a lot on here lately about how ive been in a rut and how I need to come out of it. I do know if kinda been MIA lately. I think I finally came out of it friday night. After the casino, we went downtown and had quite the time. It felt good. I fell right back into my old game. I was gettin AI's left and right, girls randomly grabbing my ass, opening me etc. It felt good. I think it just boils down to being confident and content with yourself. This equals happiness and also attractiveness. A person people are drawn to.

Friday night gives me the motivation to get better.

Religion

I decided to delete this post. I really just don't feel like writing about it anymore. :)

The Dog Whisperer

I was thinking today. Its scary the parallels between what is taught on that show and pickup/relationship management. :)

Heres to 2009!

I don't really know exactly why, but I have the craziest sleep schedule ever. Some days im tired as hell all day long but still stay awake until the freekin sun comes up the next morning. On days like today, I get 4 hours of sleep and im wide awake. Other days it seems like no matter what I can't get enough sleep.

I had a good night last night with some of the ol' pals. They came over to my place, watched a little football and went out to the local places I frequent. Im looking at the bottle graveyard all over my apt. right now and I really don't wanna clean it up.

As far as my pickup life is concerned: Im still not feeling all that great. I think I just sort of needed a break from the lifestyle for a little bit. It's probably overall a good thing. It's not healthy to be completely consumed by something for a long period of time. Ill just take this time too re-energize and re-focus my energy.

P.S. I just realized the title of this post has nothing to do with the post. But im not really worried about it.

P.P.S Eventually Ill start writing things that are more game related as I kinda get back into the swing of things. For now, even though this blog had kind of just been about whatever has been on my mind, im just gonna write what I want. So fuck you.

2009

1 year ago I can remember exactly where I was. In Omaha. Tonight of course was new years eve, and i would be lying to say im not a little drunk. :) Something came to me on our way home tonight. . . I asked a girl I was with if she had a good time tonight and she told me simply: no. It actually kind of suprised me. But in a way, it didn't. I hung out with this girl almost all night and I had a good time. Not the best time ever, but a good time non the less. This really raises an important question. What drives a person to have fun, or more importantly be happy? Really, its all individual. What happened tonight really reinforces the idea that you have to pursue and seek what fulfills you, not someone else. Your cup of tea may not be someone elseses. Also, another thing I have discovered: Find something to enjoy about every situation you are in. Someone in a good mood and having fun is an attractive person, and that is attractive. Nufffff said!!!