2 Years In the Game.

It’s been about two years, two years since I discovered pickup. This is the point in my life were I want to decide which direction to go. Do I leave it behind, or do I continue. Pickup has givin me so much it seems. Two years ago my dating life was absolutely stagnant. I had nothing in the form of female company, nor did I have any idea of how to fix my dilemma. I think about that person and I hardly recognize him. Flash forward to now. Confident, competent, controlled, humble. A man with options. I man who has the tools to get what he wants. Not only in his dating life, but in all aspects of life in general. I think I noticed a few months ago, I appeared to be this person on the outside, but did not feel it on the inside. Through all my study and practice I had become what I wanted. But my psyche had not yet caught up. Remember the little saying “ fake it till ya make it”? I think ive discovered that if you fake it long enough, what you are faking you will slowly become. This may seem like a negative thing. But in my case I believe it has been the opposite. By learning how to appear to be a stud ive slowly become the stud. I am now a 100% believer that the only way to improve yourself is through experience. Im confident that if I want a girl, she can be mine. I feel like I have so much knowledge in my head about social interaction, I need to pass it along. So here’s my decision, I’m in. I want to show others the path that helped enrich my life. I also want to remain a student. I believe that if you stop learning, you stop growing and become stagnant. I always want to be a learner and never the man who thinks he knows it all because honestly, I don’t think I ever will know it all. In two years ive gone from hopeless and insecure to now: In the past few months ive had a new girl almost every week, all quality. If I want attraction I can make it happen. Ive learned the eb and flow of seduction and subtleties embedded within every interaction. Confident and competent, yet at the heart of it all, still a humble student.

I think ive actually been in the game my whole life, but its taken me the last two years to actually learn how to play.

A quick look back.

A little over a year ago I started keeping a little personal journal. It was pretty much just me spilling anything I was feeling or thinking onto a word doc on my computer. Its been awhile since I wrote in it and earlier this week, I took some time to read all of my entries over the past year. After reading all of my entries, I made one more. "Im amazed at how far ive come in the last year, and im truly proud of myself." It felt very very rewarding.

This past weekend I pulled in one of the sexiest girls ive ever been with. It took almost no effort. Ive reached a point where I can say I am close to "seeing the matrix." This summer has been awesome. Ive had more results than I can hardly imagine. In the past 3 months ive been with more girls than I thought possible, and all were quality.

Im proud, thankfull and egar to learn more.