I think the title of this post says everything I really need to say. Like I previously stated: Don't say more when less will do. I think Just Go For It, will do.
But just writing that right now is probably about as much fun as reading it. I looked back today at a post I made almost a few months ago about goals for myself. I can honestly say I have accomplished a great number of those goals.
This post is going to be one part LR and one part how my overall game has looked recently.
About two weeks ago we were out for one of my ex-roommates bdays. I was an absolute blast. Rod was out with us also which always makes for a great time. He closed a stripper from the weekend before which was a cool thing to hear about. We went to lodge bar which was pretty dead. Marc and his GF met us there, she was still paying way more attention to me than him or anyone else for that matter and I am still getting IOIs from her left and right. The only reason im not moving on that one is I don't want to sacrifice a friendship for a lay. Reasonable logic.
After leaving lodge, we headed to a place called champs. They have an outdoor bar which was pretty crowded and seemed to have a good crowd. Walking through the crowd I snagged a cute girl, spur of the moment style. She turned out to be absolutely smashed. She was with a friend who was equally attractive. When her friend approached us we had been doing a little dancing because, well, sometimes when I get drunk (which I also was) I tend to do that. Right when her friend introduced herself to me she pushed me away. Im not sure if it was a shit test, or her version of a false takeaway or ASD. I replied with what I am certain saved the set. "Thats too bad, nice meeting you though." Then slight back turn, then turned back and engaged the friend. She ended up buying me a drink and thinks got to the point where it was getting sexual. The original girl then came back in and interrupted us. The make out was almost instantaneous. I eventually took her down to the end of the long outdoor bar and with her, sitting on a bar stool, legs wrapped around me, she proceeded to pull my big guy out and put it to use. So it happened right there in the bar, but only for about 30 sec. A few people were walking a little closer, including a bouncer and I didn't feel like getting arrested that night.
Her friends then drug her away because they were catching a cab out front, I can't remember her nor did I get her phone number. Oh well. We decided to go to the imp. room which was pretty crowded and I was pretty drunk. I got approached by a cute girl who had actually seen me at champs (not having sex, but just in general). I worked it and # closed it, the logistics at that point were completely out of whack givin she was with about 15 others and was most than likely not leaving them. In a nutshell thats my story.
Other than that life has been pretty good. A few things I want to work on:
•Work on communicating with women on a more emotional level.
•Have positive, sexual, confident energy with body language to match.
•Work on giving myself approval (kuddos Cpt. Jack) and attracting others to me by giving them approval when they deserve it.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Take me away, from that empty apartment. . .
Moved into my uptown apartment last weekend, sort of. I have no furniture. That means no couch, bed or any other living amenity to speak of. spent the last few nights sitting on the floor with my back against the wall cruising you tube videos. To be honest its kind of depressing. Im sure my spirits will improve when I can get this place feeling a little more "homey."
Im going back to Nebraska this weekend to get a few things from home that I left behind when I moved up here over 3 months ago. In that time frame ive had 2 new lays quite a few make-out sessions and a ton of phone numbers. I can realistically say that my game at this point needs a lot of work. The numbers that I have seen are not great/consistent enough for me, not even close. I am almost convinced at this point a few of the key areas I need to work on are my confidence, aggressiveness and willingness to push beyond my comfort zone. In other words trying to push the envelop and having little to no regard for rejection.
This last weekend I have to admit, was way to drunk and off the map. Friday night started off great, I was opening sets and making some good progress, but by the end of the night, from what I remember I must have been going full-boar, 100% caveman. From what I recall I made out with at least 2 girls in-between 1:45 and 2:30am. Im pretty sure there was more or less no game run at all at that point. Just straight to the make out. From what Joe told me, at one point he and I walked up to one girl, got accused of being gay together then proceeded to pass her back and fourth, taking our turns tonguing her down. I would pay a lot of money at this point to see video or hear an audio recording of myself that night. It's too bad I barley remember it. Saturday night really doesn't even need to be talked about. It was not very good and only ran 1 decent set and had them hooked. But I eventually discovered they were all ugs after taking a better look at the body my target was sportin'. So everything pretty much staled out because no escalation was taking place. After the bars closed we went to the strip club which was nothing more than a waste of sleep for me, I wanted nothing more than to be home at that point.
On a brighter note, one girl who's phone number I lost started me again yesterday wondering why she hadn't heard from me. Im optimistic.
-S
Im going back to Nebraska this weekend to get a few things from home that I left behind when I moved up here over 3 months ago. In that time frame ive had 2 new lays quite a few make-out sessions and a ton of phone numbers. I can realistically say that my game at this point needs a lot of work. The numbers that I have seen are not great/consistent enough for me, not even close. I am almost convinced at this point a few of the key areas I need to work on are my confidence, aggressiveness and willingness to push beyond my comfort zone. In other words trying to push the envelop and having little to no regard for rejection.
This last weekend I have to admit, was way to drunk and off the map. Friday night started off great, I was opening sets and making some good progress, but by the end of the night, from what I remember I must have been going full-boar, 100% caveman. From what I recall I made out with at least 2 girls in-between 1:45 and 2:30am. Im pretty sure there was more or less no game run at all at that point. Just straight to the make out. From what Joe told me, at one point he and I walked up to one girl, got accused of being gay together then proceeded to pass her back and fourth, taking our turns tonguing her down. I would pay a lot of money at this point to see video or hear an audio recording of myself that night. It's too bad I barley remember it. Saturday night really doesn't even need to be talked about. It was not very good and only ran 1 decent set and had them hooked. But I eventually discovered they were all ugs after taking a better look at the body my target was sportin'. So everything pretty much staled out because no escalation was taking place. After the bars closed we went to the strip club which was nothing more than a waste of sleep for me, I wanted nothing more than to be home at that point.
On a brighter note, one girl who's phone number I lost started me again yesterday wondering why she hadn't heard from me. Im optimistic.
-S
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